But when by mistake a ray of light reaches down the irridescence of the chitin enchants and follows me into my dreams. They may smell foul and sweet like home. They may smell like a sharp gasp of fresh air. But they do not tell me anything. They are so kind to me.

I reach down and eat the beetle and remain if for one more day.

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

I am dreaming in brilliant colors that cannot fade

A mystical tower endures, she sits inside. She endures.

I am dreaming in vivid tones that cannot bloom. She sits in a cotton-candy room.

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I have my own type of meditation it's my own bit of medication I try to think of myself as the little spark I am I try to think of all the pain as inapplicable to me Something that can't reach inside because there is no inside because I'm outside. My face inside my face outside me

A spark seeing floors, walls, ceilings, the sky and the earth and the dirt. A droplet of water. I came from the ocean.